Deep inside I hurt - I hurt about how I don't feel socially together and that my social life is unbalanced. This may read weird, but it's a deep and complicated pain I feel - masked by laughter.
For 2009, I have to find a better outlet for my pinned up emotions. No one knows I hurt as bad as I do because all they see is a fun loving, positive thinking, happy go lucky woman - don't they see right through my fake smile? Don't they see my tears?
I get completely disappointed only to myself - I never show my true feelings - I'm invisible.
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