Annoyance Policy

I would say that things can bother me at times...and I can become very annoyed at things. Humph...I don't like it because it makes me angry that...

1. I am annoyed.
2. That the other person or situation can make me annoyed.
3. That I feel I've lost control over my emotions.

Yesterday, I had a situation that annoyed the hell out of me....only because it just bothers me that this person treats this other person we both know like he's a God. That shit is annoying. She thinks he can do no wrong and that isn't true. He's had his mistakes and his fuck ups ROYALLY....but treats him like he's golden.... I mean if she thinks he's angry with her, she'll trip...like I wonder how mad he is at me....and I'm like who gives a fuck....it's a one way friendship....she out puts a lot of energy into it...while he outputs little to none....and the craziest thing about it is that he lives in the United States and she lives in England. But she acts like he's the only muthafucker on the board. But then she wants to know why people really don't speak to her....well damn...you really aren't acknowledging all the members of the board...so what do you expect....

It annoys me that some women allow for men to have the "power" over them. It's fucking outrageous....and it's ANNOYING!!!! So, I've got to get over this....

ANNOYANCE POLICY

My policy is to not care about dumb shit anymore. Why should I? Does it involve me? No. So why even digest into my wonderful and beautiful body? Why take that madness on? It's not my battle. Therefore, I let go of all annoyances....and I'm just happy with my life as it evolves.....

Positive Policy

I've been reading YOU CAN HEAL YOUR LIFE by Louise L. Hay.

AGAIN.

The timeless message of the book is that we are each responsible for our own reality and "dis-ease." Hay believes we make ourselves ill by having thoughts of self-hatred. She includes a directory of ailments and emotional causes for each with a corresponding affirmation to help overcome the illness.

I need to reinforce some things in my life. I was truly beginning to look at life with the glass half empty instead of half full.

Somehow, I think I've gotten lost along the way...and I need to refocus. This is really a good book. I don't think people understand that our thoughts create our lives and molds our experiences. This book really plants within you how to begin to think positively to lessen your chances of dis-ease in your life.

POSITIVE POLICY

To reaffirm to myself that I am worthy.
To reaffirm to myself that I approve of myself.
To reaffirm to myself that I love myself.
To reaffirm to myself that I deserve the best.
To reaffirm to myself that I am the best.
To reaffirm to myself that I love my life.
To reaffirm to myself that I all that need to be........